IM A HAZARD TO MYSELF

The flaw i have is that im just really hard on my self. When ever at work or school, or softball. im just always hard on myself. Whenever im at work and i do something wrong or mess up or dont know something, i feel stupid i get down on myself because i should know better i should know what to do. and then i just dont want to do anything because i always feel like im going to mess up again, which brings me into geting down on myself when i do something wrong in softball. when i make a bad throw or strike out, or just do something im not suppose to i get angry and feel like i cant do anything right. and in school i feel like i dont know anything. an dim just a dissapouintment.

This year is killing be already

well you see. i love being back in school, because i just honestly have no life so im pretty glad to be back and see my friends i didnt see over the summer. but i could also use another week, maybe if we had every other week off school it would be fine and i wouldnt hate everything. I need a break like all the time. id have to say my most challenging class would be p.e. well for the first couple days it was fine and THEN, just wait.. AND THEN... HE MAKES ME RUN TO THE STOP SIGN AND BACK.. like no can you not? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. i don't exercise. i really dont think i can handle it :( thats honestly the only class i dont like. i really like US History is think its interesting to learn about and there hasnt been much work to do so that makes me happy.(: UNLIKE HUDSON WHO GAVE A PACKET. its okay tho... not really :( but im really looking foward to co-op because i get to leave early. but what sucks about that is that i dont get free lunch</3  i just want to pass this year, and im looking forward to graduating.